I enrolled to a new horrible exam again. Interestingly the time was the same as the last year's time. It's really strange and odd, somehow makes me stressed out because of feeling like living in my circle without any changes, so I have the same life style. Needless to say, it should be totally ridiculous. How is it happening everyday and I'm just watching to know what's next. Shame on me. How do I consider myself as an artist and creative person who has a wide variety of different ideas to be a live person with a lot of spirit. This appearance doesn't look like me. I really want to regain myself if this new era allow me to discover my abilities and skills again. I have to watch myself in many different ways. It's hilarious but there's no choice to be an elated and overjoyed person.
To be honest with you( first of all with myself) sometimes, some gossips and unknown information makes me really worried with full of nervousness, then I would start doing something regarding what others said or wanted me or living in order to society policies and favorites. I hate this complicated situation. I simply can recognize them but can't bring myself to believe that I have to stop to keep going this way and path.
It's not really easy when you're intended to prove you to other narrow minds.
I have ample of word to write and talk to myself but I have to sleep . Happy chinese new year :)
To be honest with you( first of all with myself) sometimes, some gossips and unknown information makes me really worried with full of nervousness, then I would start doing something regarding what others said or wanted me or living in order to society policies and favorites. I hate this complicated situation. I simply can recognize them but can't bring myself to believe that I have to stop to keep going this way and path.
It's not really easy when you're intended to prove you to other narrow minds.
I have ample of word to write and talk to myself but I have to sleep . Happy chinese new year :)